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Friday, February 26, 2010

this is ridiculous.


i shouldn't even had believed it all.

next time dont keep my hopes up.


like as if today had been such a good day.

not that school wasnt good.

but even the date itself wasnt making me happy.


26.02.

this stupid day when stupid things happened that ruined my life
and made me suffer for more than one year already.

and it was just a stupid phone call.



dreams are stupid
desires are dumb
and miracles are nonsense.



fine if you dont agree.
i really dont care.



im just really not in the mood.

what we could have been, Friday, February 26, 2010.
Tuesday, February 23, 2010


i havent blogged for such a long time.

the few things on my mind:

~drama on thursday
~kitten obsession(britishshorthair or persian?)
~pain ..
~school? nope im not in there.
~im missing pe and d&t
~i want pasta.i want pasta.i want pasta.


had cca yesterday.

reached Dance Studio 45min earlier.
surabhi shahirah meenu moirah and kavvya was hanging around.


moirah and meenu had a
stupid,hectic, scream-making, paperball fight.



alright im off.

hey, im in pain.

what did u expect? more updates? not now.


what we could have been, Tuesday, February 23, 2010.
Monday, February 15, 2010

i wonder what happened there.

6couragers?
this is the first time our class gathering had nothing.
Lol.

what happened to the rest?
all disappeared on cny?

anyway
purposely told the rest of them im not gonna go XP

by 2.10 i was waiting for the bus.
when i reached i could just see mic surprised
and yonghee shouting.

gave them valentine cards and yonghee a ferrero roche choc.
Lol.
look what yonghee wore for socks!

he didnt buy me anything so he ran to get me something .
lol.
and came back to give me a chocolate.
yumyum!
thanks yonghee<33
ilovehershey!!<3

yonghee had to go home and me & rizel
went to sit on the bridge.
chitchatted for a long time
about random stuff.
before mic came by and i told her to buy me a icy cold plain water:D
&she came back with this bottle of water from himalayas.
lol.
sat around.
and mic and rizel left me at the hut alone D:
yes that red and white teeny-weeny people are them.


oh yeah mic brought her guitar.
even though how much i miss playing my guitar,
i only played hers for like 10seconds
before putting it down.
dont ask why.


me, mic and rizel stayed until 5 before heading home.

thanks to everyone who came(:

for those who didnt,
please do come next time when we have a bbq,
or another gathering.


dont forget 6courage (:



what we could have been, Monday, February 15, 2010.
Sunday, February 14, 2010


syakirah wishes u a

Happy Valentine's Day!


look at these few things i've received
over the past few valentines ..


:D





[memoriesbroughtbackonthisspecialday.
ily.imy.iny]]]
with love,
sheera.

what we could have been, Sunday, February 14, 2010.
Saturday, February 13, 2010

I had a wonderful day with her today :D

met up with farah<3

so glad to finally meet her!

when i finally saw her i felt like hugging her XP

i had my breakfast(sausagemcmuffinwithegg!)at macs.

in the midst of eating it,
half of it came off.
i dont know how, okay.

it just made me look stupid. lol.

thn we decided to watch a movie :D
went to buy tickets!

Valentine's Day!

it was at 1.45, so we had like,
more than an hour more.

ended up going up and down the escalator.
and we walked at the same place like atleast 3 times.

in the end we just stayed upstairs chatting non-stop
about school and stuff :D

and the movie was nice.
totally.
hilariously romantic.

ok.
i've met up with her.
im so happy.

hope to see her again.

im so not updated with her life.

thanks to that 5years.



xx signing off xx
xx Syakirah xx

[[yeah,i'lljustwatchthislifepassmeby..]]

..and she smiles, as you can just see it in her eyes ..


what we could have been, Saturday, February 13, 2010.
Friday, February 12, 2010

sanaya and khengquan owe me a photo each..

ok, hi :D

today was awesome.
totally.

school stuff later.

im freaking tired.

let me just update on going back to beloved nvps.
and meeting beloved fellow 6Couragers.

left school at around 12.30 and was afraid i wouldnt reach on time,
since we have to leave by latest 1.45 to meet ms tan at bishan<3

saw a lot of people.
darwiis.
shunyong.
rizel.(duh)
michelle(u liar u told me u cannot come!)
hweelin.
clarice.(obviously)
claire!
natasha:D
nusya!!(i totally screamed and hugged her.not that we're les, of course)
khengquan(he lost weight! :D :D congrats~~)
yonghee.
gladwin.
amitabho. LOL.
chuankai.
sherman.
raphael.
sorry i cant remember anymore ><

ooh and i saw mr sarkunan and mrs siva and mr prem!!
:D <33

and we went to northpoint


this is what happens when guys try to act like a hot guy model.
when they're not.

oh look its kq :D
after reaching bishan
we saw ms tan!
i was so happy.
i miss her <3
noone at school now says stuff like
"turn over a new leaf"
or
"deteriorated"
XP
had lunch. and took pics.















had an awesome day with them :D
will totally continue to miss them.

6Courage rocks.

yeah, u got that right ;D


what we could have been, Friday, February 12, 2010.

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~Super Sweet Fourteen

~Ex NorthViewan,
currently Andersonian

she dreams a lot,

and tends to drown into her nostalgic pasts,

then get out of it with her fave music.

she's drawn to dance,taking pics,bloggingfacebooking,
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she lives with a wide range of entertainment
that she simply enjoys.

and she's blessed with the awesome-est people
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