S.O.Shelp neededthis thing is totally freaking me out.probably cuz its freaking sick!grr.anyway,yes, i was sick.yes, i had to stay home.yes, i had to go to a doctor.but. but, its not against the law to go out after i've gone to the doctor, right?so there i was with my mum, going shopping :DHAH.cuz my flu wasnt that bad.we went to northpoint for breakfast and then to sembawang shopping centre.i finally got myself a headphone!a pink one too :D ok thn we went around before going home.i still had homework to do.you know what?im kinda glad school's back.its too boring at home.i've been chatting LOTSand web-camming LOTS! i was so bored a few days ago that i started scribbling crap.
total crap
okay, in other words, random stuff.
totally random. anything that came through my mind.
i agree, its lame. thats me :D
lol.ok im going to back to school tmr.which is gooooood.so im off now.i wanna listen to music with my new new headphone.muhahahaa.byeee! tc everyone.xx signing off xxxx SyaSheera xx[[it was a moment of weaknessand i said yes..]]]..and she smiles, as you can just see it in her eyes..
what we could have been, Monday, June 29, 2009.
i hate being sick.i hate being sick.i hate being sick!ok so here i am right now at 10.20 pm,typing out this so-unnecessary post.i dont even know why im posting this.i just got this ridiculous msg.ok it is super ridiculous.lmao.it makes me laugh, though.ok, nvm.im not going to school tomorrow, obviously.i dont want to go back home again after i've gone to school.so i'll be stuck at home.stuck.stuck.stuck!grr.lets all hope that i wont suffer from boredom tmr.cuz im pretty sure im gonna :Dhehe.anw, my suspicion is growing o.Olol.how mic? help me!im just wondering when its gonna come.and when it does, im gonna go all panicky.ok enough of this.i'll go sleep now!*yawn*Zzz..xx signing off xxxx SyaSheera xx[[trying to get my mind off things doesnt seem to help much]]]..and she smiles, as you can just see it in her eyes..
what we could have been, Sunday, June 28, 2009.
news: michael jackson died!farrah fawcett died!h1n1 total cases up to 454!wait. what am i? a news reporter or something?lol nvm forget it.ahchoo!yup im down with a flu.dammit >.<first day of school tomorrow and i cant go.what shit?alright, nvm.im still going tuition!managed to convince mum to let me go :Doookay i went cycling yesterday with aunt, sis, and uncle.had fun at east coast park, cycling.hurt myself=.="ouch.>.<thn we played pool.&& of course i have pics!like duh.but im not gonna show u the pics now.im gonna take a rest.i cant tell you how tired i am ..alright im off.byiieee!take care everyone.dont get a flu! lol.xx signing off xxxx SyaSheera xx[[history is repeating ..and im getting sick of it.]]]..and she smiles, as you can just see it in her eyes..
what we could have been, Sunday, June 28, 2009.
oookay.im super bored.so i decided to take this quiz found in mic's blog, which was taken from sherman's blog.thanks to sherman, (and mic), now i can have sth to do :D---------------------------------------------------------------1) Honestly, what colour is your shirt?-White.2) Honestly, whats on your mind?-wondering if im gonna see the word 'honestly' on every question of this quiz.other thn that, practically nothing.3) Honestly, what have you done yesterday?-stayed at home and did homework after going to mcdonalds for breakfast.4) Honestly, have you ever been in love?-yeah.5) What do you do when you're mad?-i'll shout if im really mad.6) Whats the worst things you've done when you were very mad?-Bang on stuff.7) Ever made anyone cry?- err wait i cant remember. recently and vry recently, NO. 8) Do you curse when you're mad?- not always. unless im extremely mad.9) When was the last time you really cried?- er..a few nights ago..?10) Ever cried yourself to sleep?- maybe sometimes.11) What usually makes you cry?- Heartbreaking stuff or err..12) Are you normally happy person?- duh. im no emo okay.13) Does being with your friends make you happy?- Of course! thats what friends are for right?14) When people say they think you are good looking/ pretty, do you get happy?- maybe. sometimes. it depends. but i act as though they're mad.15) Is there someone you like at the moment?- ...maybe. i guess.16) Have you ever given or been given a rose?- lol nope.17) What is you all-time favourite romance movie?- Twilight!18) Do you believe in love at first sight?- depends.19) Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate?- yeah, i guess.20) Have you ever had your heart broken?- yeah.21) What do you think about long distance relationships?- hmm..maybe painful.22) Have you ever seen a friend as more than a friend?err yeah. not GIRL friends though. LOL .23) Do you believe in the statement, "Once a cheater, always a cheater?"- nah. people change.24) Do you usually fall for the right boy/girl?- i think so.but not always.25) What colour make you think of LOVE?- ...pink! and red.26) What are your views on gay marriages?- EEW. 27) Imagine you're 79 & your spouse just died, would you re-marry?- whoa. noooo.28) At what age did you start noticing the opposite sex?- err 1-2 years ago.29) Would you date someone older or younger than you?- yeah, maybe.30) How many kids do you want?- dont know. never thought of it.31) Do you think someone likes you at the moment?- err maybe. im not sure.32) Do you like anyone before?- yeah.33) Do you believe you truly love only once?
- Nah.
34) What is the 1st letter of their names?
- i dont want say le? lol.
35) Have you had your first kiss yet? With who, if applicable?- noo.36) Are you single?- yes.37) How many guys have you gone out with?- 2.38) Have you broken someone's heart?- yeah, once. it was so sad for him.39) Do you want to be single or attached when you are old?- i guess it depends.40) If you were stranded on a deserted island with your enemy with no food, what will you do?- err.. i have no idea.41) When someone catches you eye, will you make eye-contact or avoid?- most of the time i'll avoid.42) What coloud is your comb?- err. pink and black. yup. lol.43) How do you know that you are in love?- I keep thinking about him, and whenever i look at him, my heart beats faster..?lol.44) The thing you love about being in a relationship?- you can have fun with the person you're comfortable with and someone to talk to.45) The thing you love about being single?- freedom. duh.46) Will you give up your dream for the one you love?- maybe.47) Do you talk a lot?- hell YEAH.48) Fave ice-cream flavour?- chocolate! yum yum =}49) Could you date someone you knew very long?- yeah.50) Do you get jealous easily?- depends. maybe sometimes.51) Is there such thing as a perfect relationship?- no lah.52) How important is trust?- the most important thing.53) Is looking good important?- not always.54) Do you chew on your straws?- lol sometimes. unintentionally =P55) The kind of people you are first attracted to?- funny. i think. and generally nice people. not disgusting freaks.56) What is something you say often?the all-time favourite : "LAME!"hahahhhhhtadaaaaahhh!and im done.whoa. long quiz!lols.ok im chatting and still am.so shh. stop disturbing me.=Phehe.bye!!!!
what we could have been, Thursday, June 25, 2009.
urgh.this everyday-nonsense is killing me.lol.anw, heres a few updates on whats have been happening,and also what i have been thinking (:1)supps wasnt so bad. though im glad there isnt one today.2)time do flies, doesnt it?3)sis bought herself a headphone. hoping to get myself one too. a nicer one, of course. :D4)i want a freaking new diary. and i dont know why.5)dragonica!~6)i wanna msg someone.7)i have been using the phone a lot.8)im wondering if extension is even worth it.9)im still waiting for a call.10)im wishing and hoping hard for a happy ending for mic.11)man, i've got to finish my homework!!!lol. the last one totally just popped into my mind =Pbut i guess its not that bad.theres only a bit left for me .see, i so guai i dont drag my homework and play all day :Dlmao.and ignore Thought Number 10 please.LOL.sorry mic i was just thinking about that ok im off!xx signing off xxxx SyaSheera xx[[torn between one and the other.will you just clear it?]]]...and she smiles, as you can just see it in her eyes..
what we could have been, Thursday, June 25, 2009.
updating takes soo long for some people.for example: me!lol.not long as in really long, it just takes me a while to actually decide whether or not to blog.=.=" it's lame, i know.anyway,lets get to it! we went to bowling!'we' as in me, mic and christabel. and sy.lol.he was just..therewell, we walked in the rain..thn got our bowling rental shoes - dreaded urggh they're more slippery thn my shoe.they made christabel 'experiment' in the middle of the place while i bowled.lmao.yessss!~ i can bowl, you know!and the ball definitely did hit some pins! mic's turn was first, followed by me, thn christabel! poor christabel was struggling to get the ball to the middle. it was her first time bowling.
hey, who cares?
she still became a pro at the end of a day,
ending off wif 2 strikes and a spare! xD
mic had 3 strikes and 2spares! =D
&& i had 3 strikes and a spare! :D
thn we played pool! well, sy didnt want to join in and so did mic,so me && christabel played :D then we sat down, bought ourselves stuff to eat and chat!
we shared secrets && other stuff.
lol and we laughed our heads off till lots of people turned and stared.
lmao.
thn we finally decided to get out of safra.
we were so into chatting that we decided to stick around the playground and chat more =P
lol they look alike :D
ok after that we went home.
finally.
haha.
on sat, went for more shopping!!
bought more tees!
i love them :D
had tuition yesterday and supp today.
it was quite a fast 5 hours, amazingly.
amazing innit?
it was such a miracle ^^
...
oh yeah! all for 'extension of holidays!'
everyone go to channelnewsasia.com and vote!
hehe.
lol.
ok i think i've talked too much.
i'll go now :D
thats great innit?
heheh.
okok i'll go!
xx signing off xx
xx SyaSheera xx
[[[just tell it straight to my face..]]
..and she smiles, as you can just see it in her eyes..
what we could have been, Friday, June 19, 2009.
i woke up yesterday with a big smile on my face :D i had the most exciting dream ever! although the ending had a weird touch to it. ...which made me freak out totally. oh and my brain is going to explode! like~KA-BOOM! had 3 hours of non-stop maths!T-H-R-E-E! yesss 3! lols.so tempted to get back to Dragonica. i want a level-up! heheh. oh, and tmr im off to bowl! wif mic ^^ soo..more updates tmr yeahhs. off to relax now :D byies! take care :]xx signing off xx xx SyaSheera xx [[it comes and goes..]] ..and she smiles, as you can just see it in her eyes..
what we could have been, Thursday, June 18, 2009.
helo there :Dlol i just found out that dreams do come true!aint that cool.and its not the ambition kind of 'dream'..well nevermind..you wouldnt understand it in a million years :Dspeaking of dreams, i think mic's dream is totally weird.yet hilarious :D right mic?hahah.funniie.oh ya! Happy Birthday Nusya!stay cute and cheerful yeahhs! xD love ya!
ok thats it.
erm..
dragonica's great!
haha.
well, im not sure lah.
i just started playing ..
but so far it's nice :D
alright now im off chatting and dragonica-ing =]
byies!!
take care (:
xx signing off xx
xx SyaSheera {dont copy my name or you'll be sorry!.. ty! :D}
[[[i know this is the part
where the end starts... ]]
...and she smiles, as you can just see it in her eyes..
what we could have been, Tuesday, June 16, 2009.
hey :Dwas off to tuition yesterdaywas hoping vry vry hard to see both fatimah and riz,but unfortunately only riz was there.well, that was better thn nothing!oh, and we became twins for the day! hehe.we got this screeching sound every few seconds yesterday.
and everyone got totally irritated!
thn sy and ryan decided to go to the circuit box and try to 'repair' it.
lol they caused a blackout and made the screeching sound worse
how vry helpful=.=
lol.
so ms yap went to settle it.
and meanwhile, sy and the boys opened the window of the tuition and started shouting at the people downstairs stupid stuff.
like, "hello welcome to mcdonalds!"
lmao.
thn they claimed that one bangla actually looked up.
LOL.
okok i seriously gtg!
hahah.
off now yall!
xx signing off xx
xx SyaSheera xx
[[[will you freakin' get off my mind already?]]...and she smiles, as you can just see it in her eyes..
what we could have been, Monday, June 15, 2009.
whoa.i am so tired of shopping.lol.surprisingly =Pgot dressed in the morning,decided to wear my little miss trouble tee,with my guitar necklace :Di love seeing them on me :Dafter that, aunts picked me and sis up.and off to orchard we went!visited ESPRIT, thn Levi's Ladies.browsed at clothes, tried them on,and took pics!hahaHey, ever imaginedhow it would look like if there were rows of Syakirahs? lol. dont blame me, i just had nothing to do.
anyway,
after that we went to Forever 21!
ok i dont know what got into my aunt.. lmao. we look ridiculous with those tags hanging.
after getting so tired of shopping,
we finally went to have lunch!
more pastas for me!
yum yum :D
after going bck home, i admired the clothes i bought.
i mean my aunt bought.
LOL.
she got lots of vouchers and discounts so she bought us clothes..
for me,
a striped hoodie,
another hoodie,and jeans!heheh.
i sure shop-ed loads today!
phew.
im tired.
i'll stop blogging now :D
xx signing off xx
xx SyaSheera xx
[[ however hard i tried,
deep inside,
at the corner of my mind,
im still attached to you..]]]
...and she smiles, as you can just see it in her eyes..
what we could have been, Saturday, June 13, 2009.
To PlayMax we went!!!=Dit was fun, alright.was let down in the morning cuz i was put into a grp of 4 ppl, all guys except for me.of cuz i wouldnt mind,ifthose are people i actually talk to!it was such a letdown!then riz, mic, christabel and jessia managed to convince the teacher to let me into their grp.yay!boarded a bus and set off for st.andrew's cathedral.reached there and started roaming around first.. thn we went through SmartMax.loads of games there!then we decided to go to CyberMax! yeahhhh!!
we passed by ExtremeMax and saw sy and brandon playing sumo!
sy u let me put this pic right?
right? RIGHT?!
ok anw,
after laughing our heads off, we went to CyberMax!
played WII!
ok we were too busy playing to take pics.
me and riz played carnival games, then bowling.
it was awesome!
after that, compete wif the boys grp in Giant Jenga
thn we went to FleaMax!!! yes!
what mic and i were waiting for ^^
i bought little-miss tees!
finally!
rizel bought a little miss twins tee.
me too!
but different colour.
heres mine!:
thn i bought a little miss trouble tee :D after that,
we headed to an accessory stall!
me & mic each bought this nice guitar necklace.
here's mine!:
mic's is a bit different. hers has a cross instead of stars.
ltr on, we had pastamania for lunch!
yipppee..
finally!
me and jessia kept mentioning that we smell pasta.
lol. and we finally got it! i had the pasta with tomato sauce.
yup im big on cheese! yum yum!
the pasta was really yummy! :D
after having ourselves totally full,
we sat down and chit-chat
thn we took the bus bck to school :D
enjoyed bubble tea with rizel before going home ..
well,
it was a long day
and tmr i'll be going out wif family
*sigh*
lol.
xx signing off xx
xx SyaSheera xx
[[[maybe its just gone,
maybe its just the past,
and maybe its just supposed to be forgotten..forever.]]
...and she smiles, as you can just see it in her eyes..
what we could have been, Friday, June 12, 2009.
tried my best at movin' on,have yet to find someone like you,see things now that i didnt before.now i wish i had more time with you..10 totally random things going on in my mind right now1) I Am Having Stupid Mood Swings =.=2) Homework 3) I Wanna Watch MTV 4) Pastamania rocks!5) Camp UNIC!6) I Just Remembered I Havent Started On My MT Homework7) I Feel Like Eating Lasagna 8) To PlayMax!9) Lambert Is a Freaking, Sick gay! =X10) I Am Entertainment-Desperate Right Now told ya its a total-random-thing.lasagna and lambert?playmax and pastamania?no link!well, thats why i called it random :Dyuppie, i said mood swings,alright.and it sux. bad.really bad.real bad.ok i gotta stop this.or i'll continue crapping o.Oxx signing off xxxx SyaSheera xx[[[i remembered an angel heading towards me,reaching for my heart.. ]]..and she's not smiling, as you can just see it in her eyes..
what we could have been, Thursday, June 11, 2009.
hey!!!me and riz went to the library ..had mcdonalds!thn we head to the library.
were searching for books when i hit into someone i thought i didnt know.
thn suddenly that person shouted, "eh! rizel!syakirah!"
o_O
it was amanda!
LOL.
yeah. its the typical-rizel-hitting-amanda-thing going on there.
LOL
thn we found this 'interesting' book!
hahah..abt girls.
and guys.
funny le.
thn the 3 of us like read it together and was so engrossed =P
after that me and riz had to go.
so after bading gudbye to amanda, we went home.
so now here i am,
talking on the phone.
*sigh*
alright!
i'll go now:D
bye everyone!
xx signing off xx
xx SyaSya xx
[[dont let me down..]]
..and she smiles, as u can just see it in her eyes..
what we could have been, Wednesday, June 10, 2009.
i am back!!!the camp was great.it was tiring, but alright.and we had a campfire ^^g1 danced like crazy.hehe.only slept for like, 4 to 5 hours on that hard gymnastic mats.lol was msging till 1am,then tried to went to sleep.*sigh*now that im back,im so exhausted to the core!zzzand unfortunately im feeling bad.real bad ..anw,bro's back!muhahaha.finally!ok i think i'll go nowbefore i get emo-er by the minute.bye everyone, tc.xx signing off xxxx SyaSya xx[[im really sorry i so didnt want to cause you the trouble]]]...
what we could have been, Wednesday, June 10, 2009.
hello me is back!back frm wild wild wet,back frm swimming,back home,back to blogging ;Djust now was alright.mum didnt swim much. she was tired.LOL.me and sis went around playing.then at shiok river we got 2 weirdo guys going after my sis.LMAO!i know how sick that sounds.they were like, following everywhere we go.well, actually, where my sis goes.it was patheticlol but they were entertaining, though.so we figured it was alright :Dbut they were still sick. really sickafter that, bading goodbye to those freaks, we finally went home.well, we went home after we went shopping :DDclothes are girls' best friends!or are they shoes?...or bags?=.="ok whatever.we bought a dozen of tiny cakes frm 'EmiCakes'!okayy actually not a dozen.not even half of it.but i still love it!yum yum im eating one right now.its so yummmmyyy~! =DDaww man i just thought of riz and fatimah.*sobs.they're in tuition now D:nooooou know what?i think im gonna stop all this crap and get away frm this laptop now:Dhow does that sound?great?well alright im off!take care ! =)xx signing off xxxx SyaSheera xx[[not hearing your voice makes a whole world of difference for me..]]]..and she smiles, as you can just see it in her eyes..
what we could have been, Sunday, June 07, 2009.
yay!the wait is finally over!freakin' happiiie.told ya im desperate=.="sy & bro must be laughing their heads off.if they noe what im talking about.i think, (THINK) michelle is back.are u back mic?are u?are you?zomg i need to pack!oh didnt i mention?im going for a prefects' camp on monday ..and i havent pack!aww man i'll have to pack today.i'll be going out tmr, and there wont be anytime for packing.zomg i have nothing to post on ..when is someting interesting gonna happen?without 6Courage, my life is getting more uninteresting thn ever!i want 6Courage! hahahwell, more updates tmr!once again, tc.xx signing off xx,xx SyaSheera~ xx[[[waiting for the right time,i cant wait anymore,iwttty ..]]...and she smiles, as you can just see it in her eyes..
what we could have been, Saturday, June 06, 2009.
at these moments of boredom and loneliness,all i can do is accept the company of my hamsters (: >>
scabbers >>
cupcakeScabbers and Cupcake say HELLO :D
didnt go to higher mt today ..hehehwell, the other 2 of them werent going anyway.so why go there alone?pity the teacher tho.imagine going for a lesson wif no students.i wonder who she'll be teaching =X& i cant believe im still waiting..maybe its nothing.but is it?i wonder..anyway,bro's gone for holiday.great.he's there and im left here=.="well, i hope he have fun.and get back soon.oohh yeahhh.finally gonna escape frm my house on sunday and have some fun.going swimming wif family.well, its better than nothing right?i guess its time to go :Ddont ever expect much from my posts now.(its the holidays!what do you expect?)again, as always, takecare! =Dxx signing off xxxx Sya~Sheera xx[[stop blurring the lines,just make it clear]]]...and she smiles, as you can just see it in her eyes..
what we could have been, Friday, June 05, 2009.
hellooooo!i guess one can nvr escape frm boredom =.="after studying, playing, talking, chatting, e.t.c, i eventually WILL GET BORED.so far, nth has happened.nothingZERO.ZIP.ZILCH.LA GRANDE NADA!cool im starting to learn spanish :D.. lame. anw,tomorrow is the last lesson i'll have to go to!!well, atleast until the last week of the hols,when ms tan's supps come in.the mt supps werent at all bad.2hours flew by real quick.we focused on compo.(no wonder it wasnt at all bad for me!) :Dsome smart person thought that me and iffah were cousins.yeah, weirdly some people think that way.it happened when we were in lowerprimary and now, again.i wonder why ..lol.iffah!!!we are cousins!heheh.lame.waiting .. waiting ..i've been waiting for two days and nothing came?!whats wrong?i wonder when its gonna come cuz i've been waiting here forever ..well, BYE!i hope entertainment will come SOON.not only entertainment, but maybe something else.. :Dwishing lots & lots of 'take-cares' to you guys!xx signing off xxxx SyaSya xx[[[ mujhe pyaar to kar ]]..and she smiles, as you can just see it in her eyes..
what we could have been, Thursday, June 04, 2009.
a shop-a-holic does what a shop-a-holic does xDwent out yesterday,went to SHOP!bought tees,and this oh-so-gorgeous, black-and-pink sneakers!! =D love it!
ok it wasnt expensive.
great singapore sale, remember?
muhahahahaa
...
i've been stuck at home until then, obviously.now too!urgh.hearing someone else going to the swimming pool and stuff makes me go green with envy >.< hmph.realised the change of style in my writing?ok actually im not sure if it actually changed.i just feel like writing this way(or typing).oh how wonderful.malay extra class tomorrow.and the next day.and the next day.wow.i wonder how i'll suffer.and amazingly i can hardly wait=.="well, i guess i'll just go and continue boring myself now :Dmaybe i'll bore myself till i have to beg mic for more marijuanas =X(that subject was soo over long ago..)so long peeps! =Dtake cares ^.^xx signing off xxxx Sheera xx[[i wonder how i could sleep, how i could breathe,when our song had long ago stopped playing..]]]..and she smiles, as you can just see it in her eyes..
what we could have been, Tuesday, June 02, 2009.
ok rizel better put a stop to all the dots.=.="anyway, first things first,im sooooo getting freaked out by what rizel && sy said.they are definitely freaking me out, alright.&& other than that, i have no other comments about that particular subject :Dsecondly, im starting to terribly miss all my close friends in school.yeah, that sucks.and now im bored.how fantastically great.and dont ask me why i keep underlining stuff.cuz i have no idea....wow. how i wonder if what sy and riz say is true..i hope not.but i hope yes.oh-em-gee im sounding so desperate.nooo way!urrgh....well i guess i'll go now.before i start talking crap here.or maybe i already am.or not.or am i?no no maybe im not.or maybe..---okok STOPPIT SYAKIRAH!*sigh*bye! tc everyone =Dp.s. please ignore all my lameness above :D tyxx signing off xxxx Syakirah xx[[[whatever it takes or how my heart breaks,i will be right here waiting for you]]...and she smiles, as you can just see it in her eyes..
what we could have been, Monday, June 01, 2009.